Rough. Tough. Buff
Wei Shan.
I like things to be in black and white. Sometimes, red.
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Today i danced for you.

Time will bring the real end of our trial
One day they’ll be no remnants
No trace, no residual feelings within ya
One day you won’t remember me

Your face will be the reason I smile
But I will not see what I cannot have forever
I’ll always love ya, I hope you feel the same


Oh you played me dirty, your game was so bad
You toyed with my affliction
Had to fill out my prescription
Found the remedy, I had to set you free

Away from me
To see clearly the way that love can be
When you are not with me
I had to leave, I have to live
I had to lead, I had to live


If I can’t have you, let love set you free
To fly your pretty wings around
Pretty wings, your pretty wings
Your pretty wings around


I came wrong you were right
transformed your love into light
baby believe me I’m sorry I told you lies

I turned day into night
sleep till I died a thousand times
I shoulda showed you
Better night better times better days
I miss you more, more


If I can’t have you, let love set you free
To fly your pretty wings around
Pretty wings, your pretty wings
Your pretty wings around

For the past one month plus, Ive met new people. People who have completely changed my perspectives and mindset. In the past, I was so resentful about my failed relationship. I kept on clinging to the idea that it was his fault but who am I to say that its his fault? Without that failed relationship, I wouldn’t have grown. I wouldn’t have become more mature and independent. I wouldn’t have found myself. And most importantly, I wouldn’t have these much opportunities in life right now. Yes, it takes such a painful breakup to make me realize who I was then. It is a harsh lesson, but lesson learnt and what I am now is the consequences. I couldn’t be happier. Ive finally found myself back so that I can focus more on dance and my interests.

Its all about the perceptions and mindset. A very bad incident may happen on you however if you change your perceptive, you will stay positive throughout life. You will find light and stop being resentful about certain things in life. So when shit happens in life, make it a pretty good one.

Tell me why should I ever let you in.

Ive become so skeptical, I can’t even brush off a topic with “Ok”.

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Im a fool to let you slip away.

Sometimes we just got to stop expecting from others and think about what do we even have to offer to them.

You can find fault in me but you don’t understand my point of view.

I dislike my partner not being righteous and doing things that are not morally right to me. It disturbs me a lot and i will always remember it. Im a forgiving person but I’m not one who forgets. I don’t know how long i can stand listening and looking all those things are gonna happen or happening. 

“I did chase you. You were all I ever wanted then.”